No need to hide that this year I'll reach 30 years of age.
It's not my age that I'm concern about (neither that at 30 I'm still unmarried...).
It's just that I realized that my parents is now in their 60's.
It's a normal human lifespan cycle.
We are just mere mortals.
Our health deteriorate.
Inevitably, our time on this world will come to an end.
And the people we love will no longer around us.
I wish at least that will not happen in this hard times.
Dear God, please give my family some more times together...